Break The Cycle

I am almost 15. i have also been a victom of bullying both ways. sometimes i feel like i dont fit in because of my weight. i act more like a guy than a girl because thats me. i have very bad depression and i try to not become like everybody else, but to become my own indevisual.(i also cant spell very well). i like to right peotry because i am very emotional and sencitive to words and actions. i love taking pictures of things that have a representaion quality to it. i like dark colors and metallic music( hard core rock). sometimes i fell alone, like no one can hear the crys i scream out.   and when im alone i feel like some one is watching me. i fell warmth and sometimes cold when that happens.